Friday, February 12, 2021

Life is like a boat


Life is like a boat..

Tiba tiba teringat sebuah soundtrack dari salah satu anime terfavorit "B L E A C H"

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong? We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong People's hearts change and sneak away from them
The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore? I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong And still the journey continues on quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea
And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us
But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?


Hidup seperti berada di dalam kapal, berlayar menuju laut yang tidak berjejak , dan mempercayakan diri kepada ilahi terhadap apa yang tidak kita ketahui didalam nya laut .

Terkadang ombak besar datang menghampiri terkadang tenang ditemani sinar bintang. Namun sejauh apapun berlayar kita akan merindukan tempat berlatih

When will i can see the shore..uu i can see the shore..
Ada dua malaikat kecil dengan senyuman yang tulus menunggu melepas rindu .. gaun putih melambai menyambut pelukan dua malaikat kecil..tempat ku berlabuh

Mereka menatap wajah ku yang nanar.. malaikat ku bertanya apakah aku baik-baik saja? Aku menjawab ya..aku baik-baik saja tetapi tidak di sini..disini terasa kosong dan hampa

Lalu malaikat kecil ku seakan berkata..jangan khawatir , kami akan selalu mengisi ruang hampa mu..

Jika waktu bisa diputar.. akan aku putar semuanya..tetapi tidak dengan malaikat ini..
Mereka mengisi ruang hampa..

Cinta yang dalam kepada dua malaikat kecil dengan senyumannya yang tulus

Love you Anak-Anak ku

Hampa


Been too long to be alone..
Yes im married but i have no one to share

But the i realized something
If im in my last age.. lonelier than now.. who will take care of me.. will i keep my own life

My husband , he has his own life.. im so lonely

Tadi baca kisah cinta nyata orang lain.. iri banget seumur hidup..ternyata semuanya hampa..